Star Wars: KotOR- Why I Fell in Love

MY COUSIN INTRODUCED ME to Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic in 2003.  He just said, “Here, check it out!  It’s a pretty good game.  You can borrow it if you want to.”


I WAS A BIT SKEPTICAL and the box art didn’t leave me too thrilled.  I’d never really been into Star Wars, that much.  I mean, I grew up loving the original trilogy, and being an 80s-90s kid, I’d spend the day with my cousins and my brother watching all 3 in a row.  Star Wars was a huge part of my childhood, but it never became a part of my life.  It was just a movie that I enjoyed watching.

BY THE TIME THE PREQUALS emerged, I was out of high school, and just vaguely still into the series.  Always loved the lightsaber, though.

FAST FORWARD TO 2003.  I put the copy into my Xbox, and tried it out.  I was new to this type of game.  At the time, I’d never played anything like it.  I was use to playing Final Fantasy IV-VII-VIII-IX-X, Sonic, Mario, Zelda, Devil May Cry, Nights into Dreams, and so on.  Suffice to say, most of my gaming history was with over seas developers, mainly Japan.  I’d never really touched a game made by a western developer.

BEING THAT IT WAS MY first time, I went into it not expecting much. The opening sequence, where you’re ship is overrun by a Sith Boarding Party, was hard to get used to.  The gameplay was just strange, never played anything like it.  The game paused, you chose a sequence of attacks, and then when you initiated actual combat, your character would attack every 3 seconds, if I remember right?


SO, ONE, TWO, ATTACK!  One, two, ATTACK!  At first, this really didn’t sit too well, especially since I grew up playing games where I had total control. I put it down, after just the first few minutes of gameplay.  There wasn’t another game to occupy my time, so I decided to give KotOR another chance.


AFTER AWHILE the awkward battle mechanic became second nature, and I slowly began to strategize on which moves were better to use than others.  When the game paused, I’d key in my four attacks, and eventually, I couldn’t tell that there was even a delay.  I felt like my character was beginning to move faster! Truthfully, it was the same 3 second delay, but it became less obvious with the more powers you were given.

IT WAS AN RPG UNLIKE any other I’d ever played.  You leveled up, but had control of what you wanted to increase? I was use to having my levels allocated to the next level of magic, or the next level of strength automatically.  Levels, before, simply meant getting stronger.

KOTOR WAS THE FIRST GAME that gave me the freedom to choose a play style.  I’d never been given an option like this before.  As always, I chose the melee class, upgrading my weapons, flurry, critical strike, and chose to hack computers. Then, when you got to the Jedi Temple, and you were able to become a Jedi, I was hooked!  I couldn’t put the game down.

I POURED HOURS just building my character, figuring out what each new ability did, learning what new Force Power was capable of, and watched my character grow from some empty nobody to a card carrying bad ass!


THIS WAS THE FIRST GAME that introduced me to the light and dark aspect of gaming.  The whole idea was phenomenal!  The fact that my choices made a difference to the game, how I was perceived, and ultimately had an effect on the way I played the game made the experience more engrossing than anything I’d ever played.

THE STORY WAS superbly written.  The plot kept me wondering, and interested, the entire time and the companions dialogue was always a treat to listen to, especially HK-47! I grew to love and adore my companions. Talking to them, unlocking their secret arcs, and watching them grow and learn as we moved through the galaxy made the trip interesting and worthwhile. They each had a different personality, an inner struggle, had something to say about the current situation, and gave me a reason to care about them.

CARTH, MISSION, and HK-47 were my main choices, but I eventually replaced them with an all Jedi crew, and started running with Bastilla, Juhani, and Jolee Bindo. Never really liked Zelbaar.   Actually, I’m not a fan of wookies…except for Chewie, that dude is awesome!


*SPOILER ALERT*  Losing Bastilla really pissed me off cause I had invested so much time in her character.  I don’t remember if I ever got her back…I think I’ll go play again XD  And when you finally learned the truth, and all the small dialogue options, and all the foreshadowing, all accumulated to the ultimate reveal…it blew my mind!

I STARTED FREAKING OUT!  That was the greatest reveal, in gaming history!  I started screaming, running down the hall, calling my brother to come check this out. I stood, shifting side to side, too antsy to sit still as I reuploaded and watched the scene again with my brother.


AND AT THAT MOMENT, when I watched my character take off his hood…that sealed it for me.  Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic became my favorite game of all time, ever! It’s still the game that I judge all other games by. It turned me from a passe’ Star Wars fan into a lightsaber, Jedi loving uber geek!


KOTOR IS THE REASON I fell in love with games like Fallout and Dragon Age.  It’s because of Knights of the Old Republic that my favorite types are open world games that allow you to explore and grow your character in any way you choose. To this day, no game has ever trumped the feeling, the experience, and that “holy sh**” reveal like Star Wars: Knights of the Old Republic. I’m still searching for a game to trump this experience.  A lot have come close, but nothing new has, as of yet, dethroned KotOR, in my mind.

I PLAYED THROUGH Star War: Knight of the Old Republic II The Sith Lords, and was less impressed.  It was rushed. The ending left so much unanswered…and then I was left with nothing KotOR related for years. However, a Sith Lord that could annihilate a planet, from a galaxy away, by feeling the force through the people?  That is what a Sith is supposed to be. Palpatine’s got nothing on Darth Nihilus.

I’M STILL WAITING for KotOR 3.  Seriously, Bioware.  This isn’t funny, anymore.  I know things have been revealed and expanded upon in Old Republic, but I’d like an official KotOR 3.  That, and I tried Old Republic, and wasn’t into it.

THANK YOU SO MUCH for reading!  I’ll be back with another entry next Monday.  Keep that imagination kicking!  Please take care all, you all rock.  Cheers!

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  1. This is such a great post! I never managed to play these games back then cause I didn’t have an Xbox and my PC wasn’t strong enough. Now I could definitely run it on my current laptop no problem, but a little bit of me wants to hold out in case we get a remastered collection anytime soon. Do you think it’s worth the plunge now as is?


    1. Hey Paul! Thank you so much for reading 🙂 I’d definitely recommend trying out Knights of the Old Republic if you can get it! I would love a remastered version, but I’m not sure if they’ll be one anytime soon, sadly. They did remaster Knights of the old Republic II: The Sith Lords. I haven’t finished it but it’s pretty awesome so far. I mean I beat it originally on the Xbox, but the remastered version has some new content, and a shiny coat of HD graphics, so it’s worth picking up as well!

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      1. Oooh I actually wasn’t aware that they had remastered the second one. I’m definitely going to take a look into them now. I wonder if I’ll be able to juggle KOTOR, Horizon and Zelda >_> Every logical part of my brain tells me no, but heck, I’ve never listened to them before.

        That said, do you share your writing on any other sites? I work over at Creators .Co (we’re part of Movie Pilot and Now Loading) and this is the sort of content that makes for an interesting read. Would you be open to the idea of crossposting your work on our Creators fansite? I’d be more than happy to help you get started. My e-mail and more info about us can be found on my page.


      2. Hello! Sorry for the late reply :/ Yeah I picked up the remastered version of Sith Lords on Steam, but have yet to play it. There are always just too many great games to play XD I tried to juggle a few games before too, but I always end up fading off to something else if I don’t choose just one lol Oh, that sounds interesting? Not sure if the offer still stand, but I’d be interested in something like that 🙂 Would I still be able to post work to my own blog? I guess that’s something we can discuss later. Anywho, thanks again!


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